Therapy for First-Generation Americans in California

Support for Adult Children of Immigrants Navigating Identity and Family Expectations

Feeling Caught Between Two Worlds

You grew up translating.

Language. Tone. Silence. Expectation.

You may be the first in your family born in the United States — but you carry the emotional inheritance of another country, another story, another set of fears.

Being a first-generation American often means holding two value systems in one body. It can mean deep love for your family — alongside resentment, confusion, guilt, or grief you don’t always feel allowed to name.

You might wonder:

  • Why do I feel guilty for wanting something different?

  • Why does dating feel so complicated?

  • Why do I feel responsible for my parents’ happiness?

  • Why do I feel like I don’t fully belong anywhere?

If this is you, you are not broken. You are navigating something complex.

The Invisible Pressure of Family Expectations

Many first-generation adults grow up as the emotional bridge between worlds.

You may have been:

  • The overachiever

  • The peacekeeper

  • The translator

  • The “good” child

  • The one who doesn’t cause problems

Your parents may have sacrificed enormously. Survival, stability, and reputation may have mattered more than emotional expression. Love may have been shown through provision, not attunement.

And so your feelings learned to get smaller.

This can look like:

  • Chronic guilt

  • Fear of disappointing others

  • Difficulty setting boundaries

  • Relationship anxiety

  • Emotional neglect that’s hard to explain because “nothing was that bad”

  • Confusion about who you are outside of family roles

Even when there was love, there may not have been emotional space.

Therapy gives that space back to you.

Identity Confusion and the Push-Pull of Loyalty

American culture often says:

  • Be independent

  • Speak up

  • Follow your passion

  • Move out

  • Prioritize mental health

Your family’s culture may say:

  • Stay connected

  • Be respectful

  • Choose stability

  • Think of the collective

  • Endure quietly

Neither side is wrong.

But living between them can feel like splitting yourself in half.

You may feel disloyal for wanting autonomy.
You may feel suffocated by expectations.
You may fear that setting boundaries means emotional exile.

In therapy, we work toward integration — not choosing one world over the other, but building an identity that feels internally coherent and chosen.

How Therapy for First-Generation Americans can Help

As an Associate Marriage and Family Therapist in California, I work with first-generation adults navigating:

  • Identity confusion

  • Relationship anxiety

  • Attachment wounds

  • Emotional neglect

  • Cultural and intergenerational conflict

  • Guilt and obligation dynamics

  • Dating and partnership across cultures

My approach is relational and psychodynamic. We look beneath surface stress into the early attachment patterns and family narratives that shaped how you learned to love, perform, and belong. Together, we explore:

  • The emotional roles you carried in your family

  • The immigration story that shaped your parents — and you

  • The grief of what you didn’t receive

  • The fear of becoming “selfish”

  • What it would mean to build a life that feels authentic

This is not about blaming your parents.
It’s about understanding the system you grew up in — and deciding, consciously, who you want to be within it.

You Don’t Have to Choose Between Your Family and Yourself

Being first-generation often means resilience, depth, and emotional intelligence far beyond your years.

But strength developed in survival mode can become anxiety in adulthood.

You deserve:

  • Relationships that feel secure

  • Boundaries without crushing guilt

  • A sense of identity that isn’t fragmented

  • Emotional attunement

  • A life that feels chosen, not just expected

If you’re a first-generation American in California looking for therapy, I’d be honored to support you.